Thought Babble: Checklist for 2015!

10:18:00 PM

If you are a close friend of mine, you would know that I was and never is a big fan of change. I absolutely hate doing things or being in situations where in I am not familiar with. Well this year, I decided that I will at least give it a try... I will attempt to accept change in my life.

So this will be my 2015 checklist. These are the changes I want to see in my life for this year:

1. I will give my best in everything but I would have leave some more love for myself.

I have always been the kind of person who would go through heaven and earth for the people that I love to the point that in the end, I realized that I gave too much of myself. So this year, I am going to be more balanced. I will be my normal self when it comes to giving my best for people but then I would have to distance myself when things are being too much for me.

2. Let fate take its own course.

Well, I am an older sister/cousin in our family so I have this tendency to want to plan beforehand. I tend to micro-manage because I always want to feel the assurance that things will fall into its proper places. This year, I will just let go and let God take control. You know what they say, "If its meant to be, it will be."

3. Try not to hold grudges.

I am the type of person who never forgets. If you did something that hurt me in the past that really made me feel awful, I won't forget it and I will bring it in my heart forever. Its actually one of the reasons why its hard for me to forgive and just forget. But now, I want to learn how to let those feelings go. I want to be able to tell myself that people do change and those experiences I went through made me who I am today.

4. Know how to say I'm sorry but don't overdo it.

I tend to say sorry a lot... I say sorry when I feel like something is wrong even if I don't know what it is I am being sorry for. I just feel like I always screw up or I am the reason why things are not going well.

But you know what? I have learned that there will be times that the world will make me feel like I am to blame for things... but when I know to myself that I have done everything I could and did nothing wrong, that should just be enough. I shouldn't feel sorry and not put the pieces back together in an instant. Life will take its course. I will cross the bridge when I get there.

5. Be more passionate about the things that I love and want even if its going to take some time to actually get them.

Some of the things I planned to achieve at a certain age may not have happened on time to give way for some stuff and that's okay! Those dreams and plans may not have happened on time but I am sure that its still the path where I want to be in.

I am passionate about being in the art, fashion and design industry. Dreams know no age, I will get there in God's time. I know I will.

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