LettersTo People

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I am a very talkative person, I laugh a lot, come up a million jokes, say comments about certain things and even write about them. What’s ironic is that when things get serious and I'm having so much feelings, I couldn’t see to come up with the words to express how I truly feel. 

I actually did this a couple of months back but decided to delete it at the latter part of the last year since it was mostly negative feelings towards people. I do regret it now. I think my feelings deserve to be read no matter ho negative or positive it may be. 

Letters To People are some of the feelings I want to say to certain people in my life without naming whom these are for. I actually got this idea from my friend, Camie Juan and this is a good way of letting go of some of the emotional clutter and to possibly sort them out. 

1. I am glad that things are coming through for you. I am so proud that you have achieve this much in so little time. I've always believed in you anyway.

2. I know you're not ready to talk to me yet because you're swamped with school work. I know you're not used to this type of pressure in life but always know that you're an intelligent woman. This is your dream. You're still going to pick me up after a long day in the hospital years from now right? :)

3. I don't know why I can't seem to live up to your expectations. You know for sure that I care what other people say about me especially when it comes to my work. I really don't appreciate that you often criticize how I get my job done. I understand that you want me to present myself in the best way possible but you're not helping at all. You're supposed to be lifting me up and not making me feel like crap. I deserve the things that I've been getting and you know that. 

4. I still can't seem to find the words to express how I feel on how you handled the whole situation. In times, I still remember that you have been there in the best parts of my life. But whenever I think about the  heartache you've put me through on the last part of our relationship, I feel nothing but disappointment. Funny thing is, you still have the nerve to make it seem like it was my fault. You and I both know that you don't have any right to ask people whom I've been hanging out with. You screwed up, there's no turning back now.

5. I am so proud of whom you've become! I honestly believe that this is the best version of yourself. I'm glad that you didn't listen to those people who are telling you that you're not good enough for this. I can see how happy you are and its definitely priceless. 

6. You have been my number 1 support system in regards to my life and love choices. You make me feel like I deserve to have my own say on things which I haven't felt in a while. Thank you for making me realize how emotionally abusive my past relationship was. You are such a best friend. A million thanks won't even suffice. 

8. You are such a great role model for us. I wish you're getting more recognition for doing all the work that you aren't supposed to do. I wish they'd give the credit where the credit is due. 

Well, that's a good way to get these feelings off of my chest! Do you have feelings you want to share too? You can comment them below <3

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  1. Hi, Queen B! (Yup, I've decided to put up a blog.. again. And because na-motivate mo ako. :p Haha) Looking forward to more posts like this one. It's nice to know someone around na kilala ko [somehow]. Lels. Haha. Stay fab! ♥

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    1. Awwww! Hi Dadaaaaa! Thank you so much! I look forward to reading your blogposts. <3

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